BB's birthday

September 30th is my BB's Birthday who I have know like 12 years of my life, who is not a friend of mine, but a brother indeed.

Flashback … How awkward if I remember the very first time I met him since we were in the same JHS-best and famous one in town- when he was in E class and mine was F, not a single conversation at that time, but I acknowledged him as “someone cute” who always hung out with girls on the break time (I was the same as him as well with both of my mistresses: Nadine and Crystal). And.. finally we were end up in the same HS-another best and famous one in town, course-and then we have some time together (regardless how we had the first conversation) and we were be friend just like that. Not a single day we had without hung out with the another fruit members we had – 8 or 10 of us – and it took so much fun spent your teenage period with bunch of friends.

BB and Ethan used to: play DDR machines ‘till dawn on the game center – and would appreciate that he’s so much better than me; puzzle bubble matches; dinner together; stars seeing; pick him up for a friend’s b’day party; practiced the polonaise dances; swimming; shopping; sunbathing; my first on road car drive lesson (yes he did patiently picked me up every night just to gave on road car drive lesson); one birthday present and card given on the school parking area; sharing secret; nope just hang out and share; drive me around town in his busy time and he would still spare some time to me…Now as I moved away to J-town and barely never meet him anymore, I had a plan to bought him something in his bday since not a single bday I have ever gave him any present, then last week at Sept 20th, I went to FX and i bought him something. It was just a set of Men Grooming package in zipped black leather pouch which I showed to TJ, she said its kinda too gayish. What the ....I don’t care lah. I have delivered the package two days before.

Text quoted once he received the package - translated
Ethan, I have received the package.
Thanks a lot! can't wait 'till 30 hehe.
Really thanks that you gave me this kind of gift ....

and i text him this morning,
Good morning BB, how was your sleep last night?
Sheng ri kuai le..
Happy birthday for you..
Praying the best for you..
Your career, you life, your love as well.
Have a great fun-new 23 years young age.
I just believe he might be busy with all people celebrates him (fame works at this point for my handsome BB). And I believe that he will enjoy this day. noone will ever let him have one-one bday as I usually have , fiuuuuh..

4.57 pm.. my BB sent me a text

Thanks Ethan!

Btw, I have opened your gift.

Cool, I have just know this is very complete.

Really thank you.

Have just waked up. Having a sore throat, I saw a doctor yesterday

BB is the one who always care for me; the one very busy contacted everyone he knew for temporary place to stay on the very first time I came to J-town; the one who came at 12 am on my house just to chat with me when I’m back to my hometown because he afraid that he wouldn’t have another time to see me; the one who is angrier than me once my family got threatened; the one who doesn’t feel ashamed to share emotions with; the one who I always be ready to count on.However… Do I always be there for him? It seemed that I haven’t done him good enough. I am still so selfish that maybe he still unable to tell me like everything happened to him. If just I can be there within that moments, that would be fair enough for me to have such a brother like him, not that I meant to be consider what he’s done to me is something have to be paid off in this way, but I just feel bad for him. If just anything – anything I could do for him, I would take that for my BB. Gosh…. For once again I have louse though that (luckily) gave me idea to write this on.